Friday, July 17, 2009


Why is it everytime I try.It always comes back as a lie.I could believe in the words that you say to me.But lately I think I wont agree.What makes the world go by.If you cannot crush my life.What holds you up so high.When you want it all the time.Coz we will be fine in matter of time.Subject to my mind.As were crossing the line.Directions to see.Perfection to be.A pain of a kind.Always crashing on me.Suffercate, time, matter I'll be fine.And the days they go on and on.As all the time I'm all alone!It never pays me to say that I'm not ok.
But you still have time to make fun of me.Huhh! sick of that.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

wake up bella!

enuf for staying in ur dreaming world! u are in form 3 and totally gonna sit fr ur PMR this year. so what the fucking hell you do now? just wasting ur fcking time doing NOTHING! wake up! u are not born to have a good life forever. open ur eyes, u are big enuf to think. dont wasting ur time on just wthcng tv cause its not worth it at all. please change bella. its for ur own good.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

izham darling ;)

23th June 2009

Dear diary,
today i am sooo happy.At last i found him. HAHA! He's name is Ku Izham Ku Ibrahim. We've been friends for 3 years. yeahh,quiet long. hehe. Knowing him is the best moment in my life. He such a funny person i ever meat. He always make me laugh,make me happy. Im so glad i found u. U make my darkness life disapeare. U make me frget the pass and start a new life. U had change me darling. and yeahh, im very appreciate that. iloveyouizhamdarling. Mmuahx! :)