goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes and I know how hard you try.You deserve to have so much more.I can feel your heart and I sympathize and I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life.I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna lead you on, I don't wanna hold you back from where you might belong. You would never ask me why my heart is so disguised. I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry.There's nothing left to say but goodbye. You deserve a chance at the kind of love I'm not sure I'm worthy for you.

baby

PAEIN said:

dearest bella,

1st,
thx being my partner,
i want hold ur high but im stil ur pain away,
i love the way u laugh,
i love the way u are,
i truthly happy with u , hmm :)

2nd,
sorrry whteva happen lastnite . ;|
sorry b tinggi suara mara u .
b tak mksud sume tu,
sorry im not good as ur bf like ur ex-bf before ;|
sorry i love you ;|

3rd,
u can put the blame on me fr evrythng hppen ..
im so sorry .
you take a gud care ok? promise me .

I'M SORRY, I LOVE YOUU
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO US,
I WANT STICK WITH YOU..

bye

love,
SUNSHINE ♥




BELLA said :

I FORGIVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. <3 <3

haihh

i am so so dead. i mean, we are so so dead. tcher nak semua steps dah siap by sunday. ktrang tak prepare apa apa pun lagi, haihh. harini dah sabtu. malas nak buat papa, esok pndai pndai lah reka steps sendiri. wuu

He never stop complaining!

Jason was "kind" of my new boyfriend. i met him through a friend last week. He take me out for a meal last night but it doesnt go very well. First of all, he pickup me at my house and he said that its been very hard to find. He also dont want to park at the free car park at jalan gangsa because the que was too long. We tried Jalan Bersih but i was too expensive. At the end, we parked at Lorong Teja which are cheaper but it was too far from the restoran. At the restoran, he said that he didnt feel comfortable with so many people around so we find somewhere else and we found a little cafe around the corner. it was only eight table there and i take us ages to get serve. j ason said tht the waitress is very slow. i think she went ever slower after that-on porpose! jason's pizza was too hot and he burnt his mouth, my pasta was too dry but i dont want to complaint bacause jason was already doing enough for both of us. He said that the music was too loud and the light was too bright. he even accused the quite and nice couple next to us for being too noisy. nothing was right for him. After finished our meal, jason want to go for a walk but i said it was already late and i was tired. he ask me if i want to go out with him again and i say i think about it. i dont really intrested on seing him again. eventhough he had a good looking and a nice car, he is not my taste. give me someone more laid-back next time!

ORAL ORAL ORAL. im gonna read it to my teacher this sunday. this will help me gain my english mark fr the April test.

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One day you'll love me as I love you. One day you'll think of me as I think of you. One day you'll cry for me as I cry for you. One day you'll want me, but I dont want you.

March 15th

bgun pkul 12, and juny and sab mai rumah, dh janji nak kuaq and tgk wayang. mula mula nak tgk alice in the wonderland lahh cause v3 mcm boringg ja + lucah. pfffft. pkul 2 mcm tu F mai ambik and ktrang p ah as mall, nak booking tcket, and kak tu ckap dahh full. urghh. terpaksalah tgk v3.
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lepas habis movie p makan kat pak hainan and jalan jalan cp, and semua balik umah aku. sampai sampai ja umah ktrang terus lari pecut berebut laptop nak online. Haha. And i asked them to help me decorating my room ( i've buy some accesorry fr my room kat cp tadi)

sab tgh paku apa tktau
juny muka tension pgg sab

ni lah jadi last sekali. HAHA.

taktau apa jadi, merepek and gelak ja bnyak. HAHA!

AND WHEN THE NIGHT COMES.


merapu sampai lewat malam ngn depa depa ni, haha. we're having so much fun <3

dear parents

happy 17th anniversary to mummy and daddy. i love youuuu.
no more fighting alright? :)

lots of love,
Your children