know me

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to, but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

from him

Syed Paein July 23 at 1:40pm

heyy babyy ,
im sorry what i've done to youu .
im regret ryte now.
i need a chance from you
yeah, i cant turn it back
and past is past ryte . ;|

iloveyou so much bella,
please dont go . im begging u
i need youu i need you i need youu hunn

im sorry .
i want start it back
i want hold you back .
coz i cant live without u .

pleasee keep n take care all the things i gave you .
jangan bukak n tanggalkan rantai tu
smpan bracelet tu ,
wear it whever u go, alright?
my shirt, jaga elok2 if u miss me peluk baju tu,
dont break promise we've made ok? :')
i know u wont

b akan ingat semua pesan awak bg
and i will hold all the promise we've made
even ... hmm yeah b langgar salah satu dari jnj tu .

im deal what u said just now .
kita mula dari bawah .
but i need time to accept all this
i know have to accept whatevr it is cause i start it .
im regret ryte now .

u're the best gf i have .
but i losing you
b mnyesal .
i want u back .

iloveyouu so much ♥
im sorry im break your heart .
im bring u down .

* i will get u back, but pls dont go . i will change bck my attitude cause i want u bck to me. thats my promise ..


love,
bboy





BELLA : PROVE IT TO ME FIRST.

Syed

yeah . finally u change it

12:03pmMe

dahla

12:03pmSyed

dah la apa?

12:03pmMe

just live yr life

12:04pmSyed

i cnt live wthout u

dnt u get that?

answer me

u can live wthout me?

12:05pmMe

it doesnt matter anymore

its done we re done

12:06pmSyed

mana jnj awak?

12:06pmMe

and mana janji awak?

12:07pmSyed

jnj apa sy langgar?

sb lepas awk?

ckp la

12:08pmMe

awak dah tk syg sy thats why awak lepas

ok

i already know so stop pretending that u love me

12:09pmSyed

u know what?

waht u know?

iloveyou

12:09pmMe

yeah right

12:10pmSyed

ok , my mistake lpas awak . but i da expalain why . sy buntu time tu idk what to do

i want u bck

heyy iloveyouu

12:11pmMe

enuf

12:12pmSyed

plisss awak

12:12pmMe

i dah ckap once kita clash sy takkan senang2 change my mind back

12:13pmSyed

im begging you

12:13pmMe

dont

12:13pmSyed

pliss

i need u

awakk

its over. i want to remind u this. When you get a new one, please

-take a good care of her
-when she say she love you, please believe her.
-When she tired and wanna sleep, dont mad at her.
-when she ask for break, dont ever let her go.
-dont break every promise that u've made.
-win her heart,
-love her with all yr heart

alright?

goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes and I know how hard you try.You deserve to have so much more.I can feel your heart and I sympathize and I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life.I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna lead you on, I don't wanna hold you back from where you might belong. You would never ask me why my heart is so disguised. I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry.There's nothing left to say but goodbye. You deserve a chance at the kind of love I'm not sure I'm worthy for you.

baby

PAEIN said:

dearest bella,

1st,
thx being my partner,
i want hold ur high but im stil ur pain away,
i love the way u laugh,
i love the way u are,
i truthly happy with u , hmm :)

2nd,
sorrry whteva happen lastnite . ;|
sorry b tinggi suara mara u .
b tak mksud sume tu,
sorry im not good as ur bf like ur ex-bf before ;|
sorry i love you ;|

3rd,
u can put the blame on me fr evrythng hppen ..
im so sorry .
you take a gud care ok? promise me .

I'M SORRY, I LOVE YOUU
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO US,
I WANT STICK WITH YOU..

bye

love,
SUNSHINE ♥




BELLA said :

I FORGIVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. <3 <3

haihh

i am so so dead. i mean, we are so so dead. tcher nak semua steps dah siap by sunday. ktrang tak prepare apa apa pun lagi, haihh. harini dah sabtu. malas nak buat papa, esok pndai pndai lah reka steps sendiri. wuu

He never stop complaining!

Jason was "kind" of my new boyfriend. i met him through a friend last week. He take me out for a meal last night but it doesnt go very well. First of all, he pickup me at my house and he said that its been very hard to find. He also dont want to park at the free car park at jalan gangsa because the que was too long. We tried Jalan Bersih but i was too expensive. At the end, we parked at Lorong Teja which are cheaper but it was too far from the restoran. At the restoran, he said that he didnt feel comfortable with so many people around so we find somewhere else and we found a little cafe around the corner. it was only eight table there and i take us ages to get serve. j ason said tht the waitress is very slow. i think she went ever slower after that-on porpose! jason's pizza was too hot and he burnt his mouth, my pasta was too dry but i dont want to complaint bacause jason was already doing enough for both of us. He said that the music was too loud and the light was too bright. he even accused the quite and nice couple next to us for being too noisy. nothing was right for him. After finished our meal, jason want to go for a walk but i said it was already late and i was tired. he ask me if i want to go out with him again and i say i think about it. i dont really intrested on seing him again. eventhough he had a good looking and a nice car, he is not my taste. give me someone more laid-back next time!

ORAL ORAL ORAL. im gonna read it to my teacher this sunday. this will help me gain my english mark fr the April test.