THE MORE BOYS I MEET, ITS ONLY HIM I WANT TO BE WITH!

thanks to these people.

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

know me

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to, but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

from him

Syed Paein July 23 at 1:40pm

heyy babyy ,
im sorry what i've done to youu .
im regret ryte now.
i need a chance from you
yeah, i cant turn it back
and past is past ryte . ;|

iloveyou so much bella,
please dont go . im begging u
i need youu i need you i need youu hunn

im sorry .
i want start it back
i want hold you back .
coz i cant live without u .

pleasee keep n take care all the things i gave you .
jangan bukak n tanggalkan rantai tu
smpan bracelet tu ,
wear it whever u go, alright?
my shirt, jaga elok2 if u miss me peluk baju tu,
dont break promise we've made ok? :')
i know u wont

b akan ingat semua pesan awak bg
and i will hold all the promise we've made
even ... hmm yeah b langgar salah satu dari jnj tu .

im deal what u said just now .
kita mula dari bawah .
but i need time to accept all this
i know have to accept whatevr it is cause i start it .
im regret ryte now .

u're the best gf i have .
but i losing you
b mnyesal .
i want u back .

iloveyouu so much ♥
im sorry im break your heart .
im bring u down .

* i will get u back, but pls dont go . i will change bck my attitude cause i want u bck to me. thats my promise ..


love,
bboy





BELLA : PROVE IT TO ME FIRST.

Syed

yeah . finally u change it

12:03pmMe

dahla

12:03pmSyed

dah la apa?

12:03pmMe

just live yr life

12:04pmSyed

i cnt live wthout u

dnt u get that?

answer me

u can live wthout me?

12:05pmMe

it doesnt matter anymore

its done we re done

12:06pmSyed

mana jnj awak?

12:06pmMe

and mana janji awak?

12:07pmSyed

jnj apa sy langgar?

sb lepas awk?

ckp la

12:08pmMe

awak dah tk syg sy thats why awak lepas

ok

i already know so stop pretending that u love me

12:09pmSyed

u know what?

waht u know?

iloveyou

12:09pmMe

yeah right

12:10pmSyed

ok , my mistake lpas awak . but i da expalain why . sy buntu time tu idk what to do

i want u bck

heyy iloveyouu

12:11pmMe

enuf

12:12pmSyed

plisss awak

12:12pmMe

i dah ckap once kita clash sy takkan senang2 change my mind back

12:13pmSyed

im begging you

12:13pmMe

dont

12:13pmSyed

pliss

i need u

awakk

its over. i want to remind u this. When you get a new one, please

-take a good care of her
-when she say she love you, please believe her.
-When she tired and wanna sleep, dont mad at her.
-when she ask for break, dont ever let her go.
-dont break every promise that u've made.
-win her heart,
-love her with all yr heart

alright?

goodbye

I can see the pain living in your eyes and I know how hard you try.You deserve to have so much more.I can feel your heart and I sympathize and I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life.I don't wanna let you down, I don't wanna lead you on, I don't wanna hold you back from where you might belong. You would never ask me why my heart is so disguised. I just can't live a lie anymore. I would rather hurt myself than to ever make you cry.There's nothing left to say but goodbye. You deserve a chance at the kind of love I'm not sure I'm worthy for you.

baby

PAEIN said:

dearest bella,

1st,
thx being my partner,
i want hold ur high but im stil ur pain away,
i love the way u laugh,
i love the way u are,
i truthly happy with u , hmm :)

2nd,
sorrry whteva happen lastnite . ;|
sorry b tinggi suara mara u .
b tak mksud sume tu,
sorry im not good as ur bf like ur ex-bf before ;|
sorry i love you ;|

3rd,
u can put the blame on me fr evrythng hppen ..
im so sorry .
you take a gud care ok? promise me .

I'M SORRY, I LOVE YOUU
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN TO US,
I WANT STICK WITH YOU..

bye

love,
SUNSHINE ♥




BELLA said :

I FORGIVE YOU, I LOVE YOU. <3 <3