complicated

i cant believe of what i heard, sakit hati la bodo babi naharam wey!

*i cant stop cryingg! i love you la bodo. Cant you see that?

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I wanna change, I wanna be normal.

Everybody know i love you, too much. Everybody know how deep my love towards you. Everyone know that i would do anything for you. Eveyone know that we're not gonna break this relation because love between us is too strong. Everyone know that we cant live without each other. Everyone know that i've learn so many things about life when im with you.

but

Sometimes i feel like wanna change, i cant forever be with you. We cant be like this for too long cause we're the same sex. We're not gonna married. Im started to think about my future, and about us. If one day i ask you to let me go, just let me. We already know that time will come.

BUT FOR THIS MOMMENT, I STILL WANNA BE WITH YOU. I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU.

Repent

i miss to get close to Allah.

FRIDAY (S)

Hello Friday, im glad u're come, but when u're come, i started hate to to these.

1) homeworks.
2) tidy up my messy room
3) heard my num nagg.




but i just love to :

1) wake up at noon.
2) do nothing instead of sleep
3) spending whole day, facebook-ing
4) hang with my friends
5) sleep late
6) watching movies
7) turns on music out loud and dance

THE MORE BOYS I MEET, ITS ONLY HIM I WANT TO BE WITH!

thanks to these people.

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart bigger. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who worried, you let me know that you care. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that not everything is forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the meaning of true friends. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today.

know me

I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to, but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes I get jealous, and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how was your day, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.