overdose nescafe

tak bole tido sampai pkul 5, urgh!

rough day aka spotcheck.

my phone was ringing while im in class. urghh! at first i dont rlly realize that, i tought it was cikgu Roaidah's phone. but everyone keep staring at me. i was shock and panic at the same time, i dnt know what to do. i just shut it down. for god sake, i cant even focus on study. i was soooo shock.
about an hour later, the guru disiplin came to my class and as ussual, spotcheck! me and 2 others kena lah rampas phone. they asked us to took off our tudung and satu lagi kesalahan, pakai dye. kena lagii. urgh! i started to cried. over and over again. haha. ehem, saye mmg cengeng yeee. :D
ohh, almost frget. while the teacher was doing the spotcheck tadi, i saw aisyah was so panic. i stared at her and guess what, she put her phone bisides the curtain. and the prefect dont realize that. at 1pm tadi, me and my frnds yg kena rampas bnda yg tak ptut bwak tu kena pegi to the office. teacher pushed us to tell em sapa lagi yg bawa phone and tak kena rampas. i dnt say a word instead of crying. haha.dilla aa yg confess yang aisyah tu pun bawa phone but tanak mengaku. for god sake, she is very very good in acting! tak mengaku satu apa pun. haih. but im very sure that dya mmg pgg phone tadi. but i just diam jaa. hmm. lepas the tcher beleter2 suma, depa suruh masuk kelas. i called my mum and asked her to took back my phone. abt 3 pm, she took it and now i have it back. muahaha. but this is the last time i bring it to school, too dengerous. pfffff.

january 28

nangis sampai demam. :(

25th January 2010

Time sc tadi, while teacher Zuraida was busy teaching, suddenly teacher Zanifa knock the door and called my name. aku pun p lah kat dya. and the conversation was like this.

teacher: Bella, pengetua nak student form 4 ni menari for hari sukan ni.
me: so? teacher nak saya bt apa?
teacher: saya nak mintak tolong kamu ajaq depa depa tu menari, boleh dak? tak ramai, 60 org ja.
i was like OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!
me: tak ramai ka mcm tu teacher? kalo 10 org tu boleh gagah lagi lah.
teacher: tolong lah, pengetua nak. kamu tolong p satu satu kelas tny sapa yg nak masuk and bg kat teacher name list tu today.
me: okay then.

errr, taktau mcm mana nak handle. haihh.

kerana merentas desa

-kalah
-sakit satu badan tmbah2 kaki, grr!
-jumpa org yg bagi check point 1st tuh. muahaha
-homework tak siap, nasib baik cikgu tak masuk.
-ptg tu celebrate birthday alin, gempak gila!

dicorce? go ahead, idm.

up all up to youuu! its your problem not mine and not them. yeahh, u give us a lot of money and recommend us richly but do you ever think about our happiness? no right? we used to be so happy together. why is this happen? i dont want this! i cant stand to see both of you fighting. can u please stop? for our sake. please. im begging you. im sick of crying and trying to smile in front of the public. in theory, i seems happy to their eyes, but inside me, DYING! so if you think that u should divorce, then go on. if that makes u both happy. without thinking of your children.

karangan lima bintang!

urgh! kena buat karangan 20 karangan lima bintang and submit khamis ni! dah la tak start satu apa pagi, haru ni dah hari isnin. gila dah la krngan spm ni pnjang2. waaa. malasssssssss!